Pacifica (autumnwinds) wrote,

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For those of you that read these, I’m probably going to be pretty gloomy for a while, so if you want to go read a more upbeat journal entry, go ahead.

That reminds me. My friend, Blue, recently did another webpage overhaul. I suggest checking it out. It will make you a better person.

Blue Moons.......This is her personal site. Observe and be impressed.
BlueMoonShark.......This is the main hub for all the other minion-sites orbiting Blue's world.

Today was just another day, really. I spent several hours last night reviewing for my first H Economics exam this morning. It was also the first exam I’d ever taken using a bluebook. I didn’t really like it. I’m a little irritated about that class, for three reasons. One, he assigned us a surprise homework assignment last Friday, due today, the day of the test. Two, a number of questions on the exam referred to very specific notations in the texts that I just didn’t remember. Three, he assigned us another homework assignment today, the day of the exam, due Wednesday. Not okay.

Ecology was a little dreary. We had a guest speaker come in and talk. The topic was cool (Cottonwoods), but the presentation was dull. Came back to the house for lunch and spurned the usual fare for some curry over light jasmine rice. It was heavenly. Genetics was mostly a review session for the exam on Wednesday. I feel okay about it.

I really don’t feel anything right now. Mostly sort of empty after being told my best wasn’t good enough.

I’m trying to get in touch with the foundation and lobby for funding for a third Taylor Ranch intern (they usually have three, but cutbacks this year forced them to two…and I might be the third). And yes, Tyler was one of the two candidates that was selected to go. I’m really, really happy for him. He’s been having a bit of a rough time and I think he really needed this to happen. I think it might alleviate some of the complacency that’s been hanging around him for the past month. He looked so happy I thought he was going to burst. I’m really glad he got it ahead of me.

But I still feel like I’m being left behind.

Alright, I have to get going on my Wildland assignment for tonight and then get to dance class (imagine how much I feel like dancing right now). More later.


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